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  • Listening to: People=shit ~Slipknot
Well everything I do, im a disapointment. I took my finals last week, and passed most of them. Civics I failed...and I studied for hours....
So this is a vent that i need to get out, because honestly its driving me insane. I feel like running away again because all I do in my life is fuck up. I cant do anything right.
Draw, Write, Help, Learn. I cant do anything.
For my final grades in art i got a C, Civics D, Creative Writing B, and Geometry C . My step dad said what is he suppose to be proud of. He said he isnt going to be proud of 2 C`s and a D. My mom didnt help me, i was standing on my own argument. My mom said it was up to  me and him to figure it out, figure WHAT out mom? I did my hardest, and its not enough. It never is.

Lately I feel like my friends are drifting away from me, im that girl in the crowd who people pass by. Old friends dont try to talk to me anymore, new friends found others. Im with Caleb, Justin, Amanda, Kat, Gabi, and my friend Ricky but he moved back to New York.

I dunno....I just feel like the whole world is crashing down upon me again. And those nightmares are back, where i wake up at night in cold sweats, shivering. Its horrible. I see myself die, or i see others die. Most of the time i cant remember so thats good, but i remember some with my dad. And those are hell. My mom has been having the nightmares with my dad too. Its really not fun.

Anyways, things are getting better i suppose, my brothers moved out so im all alone, and its really quiet at home. Oh and deviantart isnt working for my laptop, when i switch from my inbox to notes, it signs me out, or even just another screen it signs me out. So ill do my best to get on, but i havent really been on my laptop in quite some time, 2-3 weeks..hah i use to be on every night.

Ehh...anyways hope everyone is doing good, sorry that i kinda just vented ^^" Heh...but ill try to be back, say hey to me once in a while hah...

Bye guys, and no, im not suicidal anymore. I have been having a lot more flashbacks to when i ran away and when i tried to off myself twice. Im trying to be ok, and im trying to be more social and stuff....its ehh...i dont like new people unless they talk first, because then i have no choice in the matter.

Oh next semester starts on Wednesday! I have Art 2, Biology, Geometry (I have it year long), and English 2.

Well im off, adios!


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I have always been forgotten :\
United States
Hello and welcome to my page C:
Well i know this isnt important but here are some of my goals in life ^^
To play the violin, Bass, Guitar (im learning it again), Clarinet (again), Saxaphone, and yes the ukelele or whatever
My goal in life is to open a bar with my older sister (woo hoo!), and then become a detective Or an Author....i got stories from 6th grade that im fixing up right now.
Also i plan to travel to these places
France, germany, russia, italy, japan, greece, england, cananda, i wanna go back to mexico (not now thou), Ireland, hmmmm i suppose thats it for now :3
Here is some random info about me and my interests
My friends that are on dA that i go to school with are :iconlotsofmoxy: :iconmythicalcreature03: :iconjoshp9690: :iconcatgirl846: :iconwalker-asafavor: :iconneropher: :iconpsychofan: :iconchuckiehasaknife: :iconduchesssandra: :iconlovydovypuppy: :icontomsault94: :iconrobotman35: :iconkalinifunny: :iconaussiegal30: :iconxxkimmieexx: :iconscarletpelt: :iconmythtamer: and :iconxx-z3r0-xx:

well i listen to a lot of music (if u have any suggestions please let me know)
I really dont think im pretty (Please dont say i am because i get that too much and i dont feel pretty..only with make up i do)
Obviously im a girl, im quite shy at times, i hate losing friends it tears me apart T^ T
Im also very random hah..

anyways if u want to know more please ask away! i love to talk but i can get scared and shy and a heads up i love hugs and to poke people (AND GLOMPS!)
Also i am a very sorry person. I seriously will continue to say sorry even if u forgive me.

My dA Family!
My little sister :iconmiku1212:
My twin! :iconredrock141:
My Daughter :iconcorporalcrunchbutt:
My Brother :iconxxwolffangfistxx:
My French Fry Spiller :iconaussiegal30:
My OTHER ACCOUNT if you wanna add it : p ill be on both :icongothicravenangel:

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KoreeluStromboli Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday! :iconheadmassageplz:
MissAmaterasu18 Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2014  Student Writer
Happy Birthday! :D :iconsnugplz:
shadow-hobo07 Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
yo happy birthday!! :party:
miku1212 Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2013  Student Artist
happy birthday sis <3333333333333333333333333
HylianGuy Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2013
:party::party: Happy birthday!! :party::party:
madarauchiha2341 Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2013
Hey how are you
Willssb Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Nice profile! You seem like a very talented woman. Have a good day.
miku1212 Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2012  Student Artist
You've been hugged!
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their profile!)

1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay!
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved
Perifae Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Oh, mah gawd, a deeveeant wautch?
CuteEvilGirl Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2012
Yus`um :3
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